Mama I'm comin' home.

I have no idea what this title has to do with this post. This is kind of an explosion post. The best kind in my opinion. I get this feeling that I am becoming way too clingy in my new relationship. It's not that I mean to be. It's just that I really am excited and I really care about Amanda. I think this is just normal for the first week of a relationship for me. I am pretttty much smitten. But that's okay. I sometimes have this feeling in my chest that my heart is going to explode. But in the best way possible. It's like all of my good feelings have to go somewhere. I
I have come to a new personal philosophy. Every thing we do is connected and every result is predetermined. This isn't to say that everything we do is predetermined. In fact quite the opposite. We make every decision but the outcome and result of these decisions are all connected in a cosmic chain of events. It's hard to describe.
The other conclusion I have come to is that your dreams speak to you and all you have to do is open your ears and let your subconscious express what it wants to say. I don't usually dream but recently I have focused on some important question question I have and in my dreams this question will be answered. Example One is the fact I am in a relationship right now. I asked myself before falling asleep if I should do it and I dreamed that it did and it turned out great. I then decided that it was a good idea to ask Amanda out. The other example is who appears in my dreams really affects things with that person. I don't know I feel like I've rambled on enough on this topic.
Thanks for reading,
-Dallas